可爱小叮当

finally.. the long wait is over ler!!!!
my little nephew had finally arrived... soo excited!!! (终于做阿姨le!!!)

Name: Joel Tan
1st cry: 28/03/09 (10.08pm)
Weight: 3.75kg (abt 8pound)
** wad a "huge" baby.... keke
Length: 48cm
Head: 37cm
Place: S'pore -- Thomson Medical Hospital

i'm older by another yr ler** (shld i feel sad or happi??)
i realli dun noe...?? (but i guess i would like to spend the day happily rather than "sad".. :P)

how i spend my birthday??
Fri(13/03), i went to meet up with my "jie mei" for a "ladies" nitez.
we went to Orchard to have "Californa Pizza" which was delicious...yummy yummy!!!
i was askin them if they would wan to have dessert elsewhere after dinner when an ice-cream brownie was brought to me... it was a surprise to me as i did not expect tat.

after that, we went to Party-World for KTV till about 1am...
it was realli an enjoyable night!!!
thanks!! all my "jie mei" -- yu fen,sandy,mei xia,pei loo,yu zhen (you make my day!!!

Sat(14/03), i went to have supper with my FD bros after FD mtg.
we went to chomp chomp to have the various kind of "junk foods".... (can see the photos below...keke!!)
my favourite was the "crab soup"... the soup is realli delicious!
after that, we are sooo full and decided to find a place to "chill".

we went to the nearby *一碗甜品* but it was "closed" n in the end we went to the *the happi place" to have a drink instead.
(heard frm zhirong tat the dessert there were Yummy!!..(too bad tat i can't taste it!!!may be next time ba..)
the atmosphere was veri gd and we had a great time talking and laughing!!
(since is quite a long time we are able to sit down and chat...)

i was moved by their sincerity that despite the "tirdness" after a long dae, they make the effort to accompany me on the eve of my birthdae. i will always remember tat!!!

thanks!! FD bros -- chee leong, yao hui and zhi rong

soo wads the program on 15/03??
so far nothin has been plan but i'm realli satisfied, realli!!!
juz knowing tat i have a grp of bros n jie mei tat is soo GOOD to me is enough.

** is almost 4am now and i realli tired!!! zzzz ler...
(hopefully, i'm able to have a sweet dreamzzz...)

Seafood basket

Date: 07/03/09
Venue: Marina Floating Platform

the event is organize be 联合晚报, U1周, FM100.3 and www.omy.sg. Various artists like 林峰 frm HK 林俊杰,何维建,孙燕姿, Olivia frm S'pore, Energy, 罗志祥, 杨忠伟 frm Taiwan etc.
the artist also perform various songs like 小酒窝, 洋葱, 无法归类, 咬字, 不潮不用花钱, 如燕etc.
my favorite is --  林俊杰 "不潮不用花钱" and the best performance was out up by 罗志祥!!!! it was sooo HIGH!!!!

** video is too big to upload... sad!!

** juz b4 the show, i recieved a call telling me that my mum had fallen down and broke her hand. i was soo shocked and i wanted to rush back immediately and when i call my dad, he told me that they are on the way to Tan Tock Seng. soo i decide to stay awhile more till they are done after goin to the hospital and if i go off now, all the efforts will be wasted. (we've been queuing up since 3pm...). in the end, i manage to finish the show and i rush back home by cab.

Derrick Ho

i have recieved 1 call frm "Recruit Express" for an initial interview.

From the interview, i got to noe that they will be sending my resume to an MNC company: "Novartis Pharmaceutical"...
i was realli veri excited when i go to know that i might have a chance to work in such a big company. soo now i realli got to pray hard that i would be selected for an interview.

i'm also excited for the arrival of my baby nephew which is due any time tis mth....
*hopefully he will be born on the "same" dae as me... keke!!

i'm goin to enjoy my little break before the next module which starts next week.....

tats all**

after dinner @ Orchard wif ex-colleague

在东京铁塔第一次眺望
看灯火模仿坠落的星光
我终於到达但却更悲伤
一个人完成我们的梦想

你总说时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上张扬过哀伤
那是种多么寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙让我去流浪
在原地等我把自己捆绑

你没说你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动自我地过

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了

lots of things happen the past few week...

wen zhen will be leaving FD in Nov during our kenshu... although i know that sooner or later she will be leaving but when i hear the new, lots of feelings came to me.
Scared/Lost/Helpness -- i'm realli alone now taking care of all the YWDs in my zone. i afraid that i'm not able to do it..  no doubt that i will do my best but can i?
most of the time, i will try my best to attend Gaikai activities however, it will always "clash" with my studies or exam.
example: i'm not able to go for the Kenshu because my class test falls on 01/11 (Sat) n also our zone FD mtg will be on the 15th, which is just 2days right after my mid-paper (13th)....which also means that in the mist of preparing my exam, i also need to prepare for the zone mtg.... A REAL CHALLENGE indeed!!!

i'm realli realli tired!!! i wonder shld i let go my responsibility? is too much!! however, i keep reminding myself, if i realli give up, then whu is goin to take care of my YWDs... i can't be soo selfish. wad else can i do but to keep on pushing myself....

on sun.. my mum got into an argument with my aunt over my grandma's golds that she left behind. they each have a different view on how to distribute among the so many sons and daughter... how to do it in a fair manner?
maybe thats the problem of having too mani kids...??
it was a 1st time i saw them in a veri "harsh" argument... i realli dun noe wad to do at that time except to sit there n listen. after that, my mum was veri veri upset!!! i wanted to comfort her but i realli dun noe how and i chose to ignore....
i realli hate myself, i feel that i onli know how to "pretend" n "avoid" when things happen!!! y can't i be much stronger n face the problem? it realli hurts me to see my mum like tis but i realli dun noe how to express.....

1 of my YWDs also inform me that she will be moving out frm her current hse  however, the new hse owner is a Christan and does not allow her to bring her Gohonzon. i also dun noe how to help her as i've never met this situation b4. Furthermore, she will be moving there beginning of  Nov, which is abt 1 week frm now. she ask me if i could meet up wif her n help her however, i'm having lesson everydae this week.. i realli feel soo helpless!! luckily, i manage to find yu fen n pauline (my chapter n zone YWD) to help....

praying hard for everything to be over.....